Disappointment after disappointment after disappointment. It never stops.

I’ve got a sixth sense it’s called paranoia

“You tell me I look dimmer, like the light in me is underwater.”

— Vanessa Angélica Villarreal, from “Witness,” published in The New York Times

But I feel like I somehow deserve all this suffering. That’s the only way I can make sense of it

i’m burned out, i’m tired, i’m falling apart. every day is the same but simultaneously gets worse. 

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

I can't get rid of that feeling that I wasn't made for this world

My brain has malfunctioned

I am an error

I shouldn't be here

21.08.21

feeling the weight of the unlived life today girls

am so tired in a way that never leaves

the mood swings have been insane lately. one okay productive day costs me two weeks of grief and apathy and anger. hot girls get it 

how y'all be dating like 6 people in one year? It takes me like a year to find someone i even like

Bakemonogatari